shiit

in the words of a famous band, "should I stay or should I go now???"

as I said to someone else,
I'd go back home to:
1) see anne , but i know she'd tell me to do whatever i need to do
2) to go to the forestry meet, cause i'm still attatched to dartmouth
3) to fulfill my plane ticket and the fact it exists and costed me heaps o' dinero
4) to go home and look for a short-medium term job, from a comfortable place like my home

If i stayed here, i could potentially
1) travel with ben and ada a bit while they're tramping around on backpacking trips for a couple weeks
2) work some, and make up some if not all the cost of the new plane ticket
3) challenge myself to do something i might have a hard time choosing to do otherwise if i weren't here.

but i'm not sure i'm up for it. but that's lame. when am I ever going to be up for it?

once i book into something, i tend to stick with it unless it's BAD, and it isn't bad to go home, but it could be a golden opportunity to stay here.....

more to come. probably after I decide on March 8th.
big consequence? monetary. I'd have to buy a very expensive ticket home in a few weeks or months or whatever.